Welcome bloggers!
This is my first adventure to the blogging world. I wanted to get back into journaling, but I am not good at the pen and paper thing. I am also in need of some accountability with my recovery. I am going to start off with a little bit about myself. I am a thirty something mother to a wonderful daugthter. I am now expecting my second child. I am about 14 weeks pregnant. I am now trying to recover from a long history of eating disorders. This began when I was 15 (officially) but I have never had a good relationship with food. I spent some time in an inpatient program last summer for weight restoration. Since then, it has been an uphill battle. Finding out I was pregnant again was wonderful news, but then now facing more weight gain and body changing is causing the eating disordered thoughts to be pretty severe. My doctor is now being pretty strict about the mandatory weight gain and I have to go for weekly weight checks. This is pretty overwhelming. I am going to use this blog for random thoughts, to update progress, and just see where it goes!
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